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Saturday, February 27, 2010

American Idol...

Every time I watch that show, I always wanna sing. I love singing. I personally don't think I'm that good. But it's still fun. It always makes me feel better knowing that there's people out there who suck more than I do. But I definitely give them props for going out and trying to show off what they don't have x)

And then there's the pressure of singing for America and letting them choose. I don't know. I was thinking about maybe trying out when I'm 16 if the show is still going on. If I made it to Hollywood, that would be so crazy. Hmm. Maybe I'll wear a cool costume so I can get noticed on TV too.

Look for me, FAITH DOOLAN: FUTURE AMERICAN IDOL
:)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Hmmm Cows?

Wisconsin is pretty cool I have to say. Literally. It's freezing here! But my family is great. School is harder here. And my friends I have are the best I could ask for. I've got Marilyn, who I honestly believe will be the one friend from high school I'll still talk to when I'm 40. Then there's Grant, Marilyn's boy toy (: He's just about as random as me. And then Gunnar. Simply put, best boyfriend my parents and I could ask for myself.

Also, I've noticed how defined the cliques are here at Middleton High School. It's almost as bad as High School Musical. Minus the singing and dancing about the "status quo." It's interesting because I never imagined myself to be sitting at the nerd table. But I sit there with Marilyn, Gunnar, and Grant and all our other super nerd friends. But hey. They're good people.

As far as drama goes, I haven't had much. But it seems that a lot of Gunnar's ex girlfriends have it out for me because I have him and they don't. Which I find very entertaining. I'd like to see a girl take a swipe at me.

Other than that, no major changes have occured. Thank god. More change is not exactly what I need at the moment.

Friday, February 5, 2010

New School, Fresh Start

Well I've been attending Middleton High School for roughly about two weeks. I've made a few friends. Discovered they're all druggies in some form. Oh well. I can deal with that. I've seen a few guys who I looked at twice. Or maybe more. But all things considered, it's pretty normal. I mean I still feel a little alienated because I'm "the new kid." But the kids here are pretty cool.

I really need that. I need a friend I can trust and like not let my severe emotions get in the way of a possible good friendship. I figure for now, it's better to just let the cards fall where they may. That whole "go with the flow" thing. Yeah. I'm doing that. And I'm more than okay with that.

This is a chance for me to start over. And this is me realizing I'm going down a possibly bad path, and stopping myself before I go any farther.